always.

Monday, October 8, 2007

some enlightenment.
Sometimes, i'm at a lost of what to feel.
All the noise passing above your head.
all the negativities flying thru the air.
trying to work on a different wavelength
the awful struggle you try to put up with to be different from the rest.
To stand up to what you believe in.

sometimes perhaps you wonder whether you're spose to keep your hopes high.
but after doing so, when results come back, BANG! it just shatters you.
if you think you'll fail, then perhaps it prepares you for what is to come.
hmm, its not complicated. its just, what exact are you to think?

my laptop is facing mid life crisis.
USB ports are all cranky.
cant upload pics cause camera cant connect.
exams are ending. thats good
which means the funny dreams would be gone.
all the solving questions in my sleep.HAHA!
just have to study for physics and prac amath.
as for chinese i dont know what i can do...
watch news?
haha

this really funny thing i was talking to my tutor about.
Cause the cloze passage was talking about how people dont want to meet their friends unless there is a benefit.
So she started explaining why its a waste of time.
She always jokes w me abt being a cleaner.
we were talking and talking then it kinda occurred to her that maybe next time cleaners may need a diploma too/
I mean true la.
one day down the road.
Cause without a diploma you dont know how to opperate the machine then you randomly press a eject button.

haha. ok sometimes i dont see how funny it is. but when we were talking about it during tuition we just burst out laughing.

thanks divya for that half an hour of squash.
diane rmb squash at JCC during hols. i'm waiting. haha